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From Self-Will to Surrender: The Transformative Power of Hope and Faith in My Recovery

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Hope and Faith: "a decision to believe and have complete confidence in Higher Power without logical proof or material evidence " Hope for me is the predecessor of faith, though the two intrinsically go hand in hand. To hope for something better and faith is what comes right after, faith that the hope will be fulfilled. In our literature we talk about not relying on self-will, this is me trying to control a situation on my own by acting with selfish and self-centered goals. Putting my wants before my needs, and putting both my wants and needs before my Higher Power's plans for me. An example of relying on hope and faith in something more powerful than myself is evident in my current life.  About 6 months ago I was without a sponsor, was new to the recovery program, and having a bit of clean time and sobriety under my belt I decided that I knew what I needed to do to be better. I thought I needed to go to school and get a job. These are admirable conquests that are definit

The Fascinating Story Behind the Creation of the Iconic Rider Waite Smith Tarot Deck‍

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The Fascinating Story Behind the Creation of the Iconic Rider Waite Smith Tarot Deck ‍Written by Kyle W. M. As a long-time tarot enthusiast and professional tarot reader, I have always been intrigued by the Rider Waite Smith tarot deck. Its timeless illustrations and rich symbolism have captivated many tarot readers for over a century. In this article, we will explore the history and creation of this iconic deck, and why it remains a favorite among tarot readers worldwide. The Rider-Waite-Smith Tarot is widely regarded as the universal standard for any new tarot reader's journey to learning and understanding tarot cards. It is the most famous and recognizable tarot deck in the world, and many people associate tarot decks in general with its groundbreaking and timeless designs. The deck was commissioned by A.E. Waite, a well-known occult author and Golden Dawn member, in the 1900's. He hired Pamela Smith, a skilled and insightful illustrator who was also a member of the Golden D

6/29/2024 - Tarot Moment | Personal Reading with The Light Seer Tarot | Past, Present, Future & Shadow: 4 Card Spread

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Deck used: The Light Seer Tarot Past, Present, Future, and Shadow Card About The Spread: The Past card shows a recent event that is still influencing you. The Present card shows your current situation. The Future card indicates something occurring soon. The Shadow card indicates the overall theme or underlying message of the reading, it is the card at the bottom of the deck after the spread has been cast. My Personal Tarot Reading Past : 6 of swords - having learned a hard but valuable lesson you are moving on to new ways. Present : 2 of pentacles - currently learning to balance work and play or the material and the spiritual, taking a focus in this process. Future : Queen of Swords - A coming ability to be more guarded with emotions, not in a negative way, but being able to control the tendency to react before thought; applying hard-learned lessons on matters of emotion as well as being more creative in analytical skills utilizing emotion properly rather than dependent upon how you fe

Tidbits from The Secret Star Grimoire | Magickal Correspondences of Amethyst

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 Magickal Correspondences of Amethyst  Amethyst is a popular crystal in the world of magic and spirituality. The crystal is believed to possess a wide range of properties and benefits that reflect its magickal correspondences.  Here is a quick overview of the magickal correspondence of Amethyst: Element : Air Planet : Jupiter, Saturn, Uranus Zodiac Signs : Pisces, Virgo, Aquarius, Capricorn Deities : Dionysus, Bacchus Chakra : Third Eye, Crown Color : Purple Properties and benefits: - Clarity and calmness of mind - Spiritual awareness and intuition - Protection against negative energies - Enhancing psychic abilities and developing intuition - Connection to higher states of consciousness - Soothing and calming physical and emotional stress - Strengthening willpower and motivation - Facilitating decision-making and finding inner guidance. If you're drawn to the energy of amethyst, incorporating it into your spiritual and magical practice can amplify your intentions and bring deeper a

What Is Magick? | The Definition and The Basic Information

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WHAT IS MAGICK THE DEFINITION & THE BASIC INFORMATION Presented by Kyle Is Online!     What Is Magick? *Note* : You will see me spell magic with a k, in fact, it is part of the tradition of occultists, witches, and the magickal community to spell magick this way to differentiate between make-believe magick found in popular media and stage magic which is of the more sleight-of-hands type, illusionist skills for entertainment. Not being the kind of powers we find in the movies or video games, and not of the respected art of prestidigitation, magick is the spelling for the religio-spiritual, metaphysical art and science.  Magick Defined Aleister Crowley , a famous occultist and ceremonial magician, laid out a fine definition of what magick is that many in the occult community (myself included) use to this day.  Magick = “ The art and science of causing change to occur in accordance with one’s Will.” There are many other definitions of course but this is perhaps the most concise and it

With These Words

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(image created by author) With These Words It was in the Four Agreements that Ruiz enlightened me to the true power of our words. How they can affect changes in people and ourselves. He gave examples of how words can "hook" us and how without thinking, could curse us or others. I'm a goofy guy. I like to joke and make people laugh. Comedy is something my family connects with and brings us together. We ease our tensions, and our anxieties through comedy. I have a joke that I use to explain the absurdity of my behavior to others who don't yet know me: "I am never serious except when I'm cereal, and then I'm Applejacks." It's meant to prove to people that if I say something, I am merely poking fun and that I don't mean any harm with it. That is I say it, more than likely, it is just to bring relief and hopefully a laugh. I have come up roughly, as of late, I've witnessed some atrocities, perhaps not in the way that others have, but how can w

Greek Myths and Shit | Eris, Punk Rock Goddess of Chaos

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Greek Myths and Shit | Medusa the Gorgon

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  Medusa the Gorgon - aka Snake Hair Bitch Medusa is perhaps one of the better-known monsters from Greek legends. Defeated by Perseus, son of Zeus and the human princess Danae. Perseus was cock blocking this dude, King Polydictes (quite the name, right?), who wanted to marry his mother, the princess Danae. King Polydictes triple-dog dared Perseus to bring him the head of the ugliest fucking hell bitch he could think of, that being Medusa. Medusa was a gorgon, which means she was part of a fugly family of monsters. She had an evil weave made of living snakes and a stone-cold stare that literally turned mother fuckers into statues. Being Greek, Perseus was quick to accept anything that challenged his masculinity, as the story normally seems to go with these dudes. Toxic masculinity seemed to infect the guys from these legends. But I digress, Perseus was all up for this shit and so decided he was going to cut him a scary-ass hell bitch. He was thankfully aided by his divine sibl

Day 62 at the Midnight Mission Recovery Program: "Then and Now: I Am on My Way"

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Day 62 at the Midnight Mission Recovery Program "Then and Now: I Am on My Way" From being jobless, hopeless and full of drugs, to being sober, clean, on work therapy and full of life! It's been quite the rollercoaster 🎢.  Here's a little writing I have been inspired, at this moment, to put down: I have been in the valley of death; I am climbing the mountain to a better life. The potential to fall is real, the slope is slippery, but my will and my spirit is stronger than it has been in just a year ago today. 🌄⭐🙏 Change is real but it takes work. Faith without works is dead. Thoughts and feelings are meaningless without action. I thank Spirit, the God of my understanding, for working in my life and granting me the answer to my pitiful prayers. ❤️ I look back at this person of a year ago, I see things I recognize but there are parts I do not. I can't say I'm different, it's only been 2 months, but I can say that a change is taking place. Slowly, but surely

Tarot Moment | January 23, 2024 at 10:32pm

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Screen Shot Taken from Tarot.com   Interpretation by Kyle 1/23/2024 10:32 pm Tarot Moment Q: What action can I take at this point in my recovery that will open the door to finding the stability that I crave yet can never really achieve? Deck: Morgan-Greer Tarot Deck   1.        Situation: Page of Wands 2.        Challenges: The Lovers #6 3.        Advice: The Fool #0/22 4.        Daily Lesson: 6 of Swords 5.        Near Future: 6 of Wands Spread: Bridge Spread Spread Scan: -           2 Wand cards -           2 Major Arcana cards -           1 Swords card -           (3) #6 cards: The Lovers #6 Trump of Gemini, 6 of Swords, 6 of Wands -           1 Court Card -           Missing: Earth/pentacles and Water/cups Interpretation: 1: Situation – Page of Wands – Earth of Fire – "The Candle is what I like to call this court card, it’s the messenger of creative ambition. Court cards often represent people but, in this reading, I feel the page of